I love Melancholy,sadness.I like to watch sad songs and tear-jerking movies.Sometimes during heavy rains I enter into such an acute depression which can't be expressed in words.When the rains stop and cool breeze begins to blow through the flowering tree of "Kandail" the temperature quickly drops down and it becomes so cool that one might think the winters have arrived.
At these times I am so depressed that at slight incitation or one mean word from anybody could make me cry.The depression is so acute that I begin to think that I am alone in this evil world full of sorrows,that no one likes me or cares for me or love me.I am nothing to anyone.What is the use of living when no one likes you and no one cares a bit about you.At such time I get a great impulse from inside to commit suicide.Suicidal death will be the answer to all my unhappiness.I pray to God may I never be born again in this mean and selfish world of Humans.
At these times I am so depressed that at slight incitation or one mean word from anybody could make me cry.The depression is so acute that I begin to think that I am alone in this evil world full of sorrows,that no one likes me or cares for me or love me.I am nothing to anyone.What is the use of living when no one likes you and no one cares a bit about you.At such time I get a great impulse from inside to commit suicide.Suicidal death will be the answer to all my unhappiness.I pray to God may I never be born again in this mean and selfish world of Humans.
